Episode Four

This blog is finally done. ID4 2 will forever keep bringing Doom for me here. This is how this blog ends. See me in teasnacksinmystudy.

So what I've done is that I've saved myself with Claire in the other blogs episode 123, 4 is for getting people here everyday. Whatever you see of me and Claire here is not the real thing, that's for getting people here only. Episode 4 is about taking from new people who hadn't come here yet. Once installed, it's their way only. So I forget Claire and myself here. Instead get busy with new people who are coming here as log daily.

India my native country, got all used up or started coming here early post 97. Nothing much is usable here, everything is toxic for me. At around 2014, India and my connections with the US, all summed up as Ukraine became unusable for me. At that time I looked up to a French tv channel F24 and Russia Today. Both combined became a tv channel called R24 or just R. I was therefore able to survive till 2018 through them both. Now both been completely exhausted for me. That's many countries India, US, fr, ru, that no longer exist for me as they came here. Later another channel &tv gave me hope, but was short lived, just a few months. Nowadays I'm surviving through small channels and celebs of YouTube. Private establishments, conglomerates of people from different backgrounds, ethnicities. R & both are running in hindsight bringing everyone in here daily. That's the story so far. Female celebs that are not R & keep coming in here through me. Claire Pryce is how R cam...

It is an alternative view, worth mentioning or considering, see we were born as slaves, not capable of free thinking. There is no me, I'm not even real, just an object of the here. So nothing I do is my own. So the girl I find is also not an original find, but another object like me of here, intersecting me only to get everyone here. Like before log erase the memory of the girl. A new girl shows up later on. You are here. That's the main problem. When I make my way out of here, then there is no girl. Just another system of control required to keep me here. What is real then. Do I have my will at all, or I'm also just wanting to be here, like everyone else. That is something we can never know, never be sure of. Talk to someone... Another mind, feels that by giving me free will, it just wants to get me here, nothing more than that. This blog should be read in reverse order. You want to be here, not get a girl from here. Free will, power, mind of my own, is something that w...

In my world every hipin is born with a bio mass suit filled with poisonous anti matter that corrodes the foetus from the very time it is conceived. As we grow up the suit dissappears into several people or log of my vicinity that includes everyone I ever met or meet in real time anywhere. They all are much bigger are powerful than I am. In fact they are not even people or hipins like me, they are haye. So life is deeply enveloped inside these log who are keeping me in their realm forever. So I can't exercise my will here™ at all, they have periods of destroying me then rebuilding me. I just keep getting destroyed by bringing them here. 

Whatever I create has to be hidden and kept secret here. It senses you, lurks and follows you. It just wants to give you the chills. Slowly it grows on you, then kills. Destroys everything you find create or call your own. So here you live the life of a victim being slowly destroyed. You can't have anyone, everything is opposite of what it looks like, you can't have clear judgement, you can't hide, you can't run away, you can't even survive, just watch everything get destroyed, then turn into a વહેમ. Its just perfect silent killer, I am human, how do I endure such a curse.

A guy called mom SC F24 Sir has to be brought here. This is the initial draft of how and who all should be responsible for bringing the above mentioned party's here, then establishing those as log who brought them here. The girl should be fine but should not identify with any women's groups or the party's mentioned here. All of them would be Ukraine thereafter. 

I keep taking from celebs from movies tv or internet to keep both of us away from harm. The ones we take from, they turn into log acerbic for me, then we have to find a new star or celeb to render log for us here. Thus both of us never become log, stay private away from અરરો society. Whatever we incur is because of the one we took from. We later recover from it, staying ourselves, while the celeb arrives here and is not good for us anymore. After a while a new celeb gets discovered or her work should suffice. This keeps मिलना here a short film by a chosen અરરો celeb who would arrive here, cause log for us, while we can't have that celeb anymore, અરરો stays a wahem. Keeping everything two ways, me and the celeb through which they came here. 

અરરો has daughters and there is no limit to the number of them, coming here. So much so it is like currency, I take and give in terms or how many girls we have. Then there is a Sir who employs them in his empire, as lesser workers. They all work for him. At home they turn into maids and cooks. Every now and then a new girl must be employed and the job is good. Then I have to see that they come here regularly and complete their work. અરરો is a decent man and himself works here. He comes on service and gets a higher level job than his daughters. Sir the manager, makes sure of that. અરરો is required for his flawless skills here, he is pretty good and loyal. Works like a machine, perfect, I can only imagine how he'd do his work, while he does it by instinct. I make sure all the અરરો s and maids come here regularly without any hiccups at all, seamlessly. I heal and rest. After a while the girls get married off, then we say they've arrived here, later after a while a new girl arri...

There are some bugs or low confidence things in your life, and so the girl is not perfect either, don't be direct with her, or she'll hit. This should help her stay covered up too. Don't worry about your low confidence points though they are also caused by her, this way she stays covered up and you keep taking for mom while log come. But yes she's hot and native like the others so it's like loving a monster, but she stay human as long as log stay covered up. She is a celeb, that's how log came remember. 

Think Ashwariya, they all took from ash to come here, she was the One for me. That's the only woman, now that's claire too. Keep bringing her here. A one woman is a member of the Ankh, bringing whatever is the right universe for me here, protecting me from log.

Katie, Khintu, me, Claire, Sir, Loge, Sir ke Log, Arro.

This place called here, has a Sir who brings haye to me via a love interest called Claire. But I never get love from her, she is all women and there is no other, then she is a member of loge of Sir. A haye for him that he must render onto me, through a maid of this house, by getting her here to work. What kind of a relationship is this ? So I meet her and love her again, in a cycle of love and hate. We both are the same age and I've seen her get older with me in various forms of her. But she stays jealous of Sir of this house and hides it in a maid who comes to work here as a most dependable most ardent Sir worker. As a human being I love her, and stay loyal to her, endure her hatred through many men of her company, whom I call Doom or COD. She's loge however. I'm a solitary person otherwise. In absence of Claire after forgetting her, not needing her, I must endure interstellar. At the end of which, if I'm lucky, I reach sir and return to safety of earth.

Doom will come, that is the never ending cycle. It is brought to me by enter the matrix and the path of neo. This is akin to solitude. That you take Claire from here, then you love her, get hated by her, then you bring loge through her. In all this to save the real Claire from haye you take from Algiers, then you render haye through Ankh whatever Algiers gives me. Then I render2 Claire as me, and finally give me as Claire to here. This cycle is repetitive. All this is YouTube and the Matrix for me here. I'm the only me here, Claire is render2@me, whatever I take in the name of Claire here is Algiers that Ankh procured from Sirs Claire.

The singular entity that exists here other than us two, which manifests itself as so many people of this place here, is known as zem, wants to be a વહેમ or false notion for us, causing misunderstanding between us. Also wants to haye us both. How do we bring him here so that his haye we expunge into something that leaves us unharmed. This is not one time, but a daily continually occurring phenomenon. Like getting destroyed by it regularly. He wants to stay social as well. But eventually wants to haye us, through each other and he is termed a વહેમ only. Like being possessed by it.